We did have some laughs today and had a good time despite the fact that she was fighting a cold. She did arrange it so that we could spend the day together.
She also mentioned that I need a new work uniform. My current one is now too roomy (dropped 20 pounds). So I guess she's noticed that. Hard not to really since several people have mentioned it in front of her.
She has mentioned a few times lately her lack of motivation in her training lately and today she said she was thinking about quiting her training. When I had very little response she said "well I'm just weighing my options".
I guess I just have to remember that it's when things are generally going well is when I get frustrated. I guess I feel that things are good why don't we just end this BS and be a couple. It's tough in a different way when things are good.
Oh well I don't show it so I really don't think my reaction creates any sort of push-pull effect.
