embrace it and let it go... that's why I love the "eat, love and pray" book, get it. Fill your mind with good stuff, don't let the bad stuff over-run your brain. Choose a different path, it will take time but train yourself to direct your thoughts elsewhere. One year is still pretty recent, I think I got over the raw pain in 1.5yr. The peace God gave me let me healed afterwards, I don't hurt anymore, I mean it... I thought I'd never stop thinking of him, the ow for even one hour but now it's pretty much wiped from my brain. Do get "the spiritual divorce" and "healing without scars", live is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we deal with it.
Know you WILL be ok and
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
