Destiny, Your response was fine...don't worry about it.
I'm glad to see that you've signed up for some classes. They will help you not only get in shape, but also w/meeting new people and getting your attention focused elsewhere.
Enjoy your quiet time this weekend.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.