WAW told me she idoesn't want to be married.

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I have been very busy with a lot of family things this past week and this is my first time back on here. I will respond when I have another free minute.

However my W emailed me and we are setting up a meeting to talk through what is going on currently. I am trying to make heads or tails of it and would like some opinions. Now she has told me in the past that she wanted to set something up like this and I have told her to pick a time and I will show up. Also I did not want to do this the past two weeks with it being the holidays.

Here is her email to me

I also wanted to write you because for some reason we simply can not figure out how to communicate. I know I have asked a few times to set aside time to meet without the kids to discuss the finances and separation stuff, but it doesn't seem to happen. And frankly I get annoyed feeling like I even have to schedule it. I honestly don't know how to do this and how to talk to you. I don't know how to be friend - because we clearly aren't doing a good job at that and I really don't know what to do or say about it.

I know you want things to work out and for us to be a family again and I still have no idea where I am on that. You also know I am just in a weird place myself - or however you want to put it, and I can't tell you where I am or what I want. I want the kids to be happy, I want us to be able to communicate - because we kinda need that to work out - but beyond that I just don't know. Nor can I tell you to keep hanging on or waiting. That is a personal decision you need to make for yourself when you are ready to. I just know there are things we need to discuss - that we haven't been able to, that has to get addressed one way or another.

Some friends I have spoken to think she wants me to drop the axe on us and alleviate the guilt from her.