Just made an appointment to speak with a lawyer next week. I feel sick to my stomach.
I don't want to do this. I don't want to discuss the details of when H will see the kids.
Our anniversary is this Sunday... and he's going to his friend's house to check out the possible space he moving into. Very clear message: that day means nothing to him and he doesn't consider my feelings anymore.
I'm really sad right now. I wish he could see that all the efforts and energy he putting into finding a lawyer, new place, creating papers... would be so much more valuable to put towards our R. The fact that we have a life, history and kids should be enough for him to want to exhaust all possible efforts for us, but I'm reminded daily that his focus is on him and that he wants "out".
M-31, H-31 T-9, M-7 S-6, s-20mth sep 8/1/11 ILYNILWY 11/29/11 Creating separation papers. Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12 H moves out 1.20.12