"i am lonely and bored,when I am not at work, i havent had a day off since i've been here. i am tired, i need to see d, i will probably come down next week. how are you?"
I replied with I am sorry, i have been worried you would be working so much, I am ok, both kids have been sick and I have to travel next week for work, d would love to see you.
He replied that he will come on tuesday and hoped we were all feeling better, and if his mom was going to help while I was gone.
I said yes and that i hoped he had a great day and weekend, he replied I hope you do as well.
Not sure how to take this, but its communication... I wont reply again. we wil see if he comes on Tuesday, d misses him alot, and is now starting to call him "stupid" I correct her and say he is working really long hours, she says "mom, you work 2 jobs, but still have time for me." I cant argue with her, but I dont bash him... he needs to make more effort.
Its going to be a long weekend preparing for the trip, and getting the kids all situated... keeping myself busy helps to not think about it...
m 41 h 44 d 17 (prev marriage) d 9 Never give up!!!!!
