Update: Met with C last night. When I got home, W asked me about the session. I told her it went well. Shared a line about the relationship about fear and love from the session that I thought was insightful. She asked me what my fears were. Told her I had a lot before the S and joked that we didn't have the time to get into that (she was going out with a friend). Told her there was something else, about communication, that spoke to me about our pre-S relationship that we could talk about it later if she wanted. W asked about the promotion. Told her no news. Had a great night with the kids! W came home and told me several stories about her day with the kids (she sent TMs of them playing at the park during the day) and how great the kids are and how we have done a good job as parents with them. I told her I agreed. W said we could talk more about the C session the next day if I wanted to do so. I said ok and called it a night. W said goodnight which she rarely does.
Like my previous post, the question I wanted to ask is, why again are we getting D? We are getting along better than at any time during our M and a D will have a very negative impact on the kids we both love so deeply. I am confused. Why is a person who has filed for D expressing any interest in me at all? Many friends are telling me to move on and I am experiencing that feeling myself a little more often. I cannot tell if my W is feeling anything positive for me or if she is being nice and setting me up for the D side of things (her L is asking to have me leave the house next month and place the kids with her). I don't get it.
