Well today is my birthday. I guess I can give up hope that I will receive bd wishes from P. It is nearly his bedtime where he is now.
I am not huge on BD celebrations anyways and I tend to be a little blue today anyways, but this is a bit (alot) of a bummer.
I made such a huge fuss over his BD which he was in A-Stan already for. I sent him a huge care package and tons of mundane but cherished stuff, along with some big ticket items and a beautiful letter. He actually made me a video of him opening it and he was so excited and happy and told me he couldn't wait to marry me in the spring.
