First things first....

Breathe...

Try to relax

Pour a tall glass of STFU and read the DB and DR books.

You have acted your way into a corner, and words will not help you out of it.

If you haven't read the books yet, then order them. Some of the Libraries also carry them.

You are going to have a LOT of work ahead of YOU.

Do you have it in you ?

To be the kind of man that your wife would be a fool to walk away from ?

Are you in counseling ?

Also, a little more back ground if you will....others will be along to help you and guide you shortly....

For now, vent here....

This is the best, worst place to be.

At first, your posts will be moderated, don't let that deter you. Post often, read threads and learn from others here.

Once you hit...25 ? Is that the count SG ?

You will be able to post more easily...

Good luck to you on the start of your journey.

Buckle up, it's one hell of a ride...

If you can do the work, it surely is worth it.....