just floating...need direction!

[NNP1965]

My heart breaks for you abbey... not for what your H may or may not be doing but the way you are torturing yourself.

Every time you "let him know that you know"... you are also letting him think it is okay with you. He must be thrilled right now to now that he can go right on having his cake and eating it too.

I will be praying for you to have courage and closure and well.