As for the Amazon Prime thing, try to stop that sort of thing. Express shipping on Amazon is cheap. Cut the strings.
I need to listen to my own gut more... that was actually my first instinct. Just order the books and be done with it.
Married 6 together 8 Me:38 W:31 second marriage for both SS12, SD10, S6 Bomb: 9/8/11 (day before our 5 yr ann) W moved out: 2/18/12 D final: 11/12/12 Share S 50/50. Spend as much time as I can with SS & SD