feeling like giving up.....former DBing against OW

[imthemom]

Thanks MZ...ive found some of your old threads and have been reading them...you were fortunate that he never left. I feel like the fact that we are living apart and halfway threw the divorce process puts huge nails in my coffin..

H recieved support settlement from my attorney yesterday...just another reason to hate me. I spent the night feeling horrible and like im a bad person for it..he says he wont be able to live...dont they all say that??? And ive been srviving on pretty much what he would be...i guess i hoped that he would have a better attitude and take the approach that we deserve to be taken care of after what hes done...not so much...