If I was in your shoes I would be/go dark. You have already broken off the engagement which gives him the "Single" status. Let him live the single life. If it does not fit him I assure you he will find you. I am not one to recommend the LRT but here it applies in so many ways and would I think be the most productive use of your time. You have to listen to your heart thou.
I agree with you 100%. I do. And I know from even in the past, it's SO out of character for me NOT to communicate with him it probably a good thing.
Then I guess I must decide for myself if I can live with the uncertainty of not knowing if he would kick me out the moment he got home to do that. I can't really verify it and stay dark
So I hope you wonderful people will be patient with me venting on here everytime I am trying to resist the urge to contact him.
