The Last Resort, 2weeks and nothing :(

[2chiquitos]

I admit I made the mistake of looking at an email he sent OW where where he said how much he appreciated her in lovey dicey words. It hurt me so much because he never spoke to me like that. I jumped ship and came to visit my family 12 hrs away. I've been gone 1 1/2 weeks. Don't plan to come back for another 1 1/2. I want to quit. I can't help but hate him and want to give up. I'm worth so much more than all this!! Then when i want to share something our kids did, he's the only one that will laugh w me. For those who found stuff like this what do u do to stay solution oriented.