Could be the holidays. Spend the time when you're not getting support, looking through others' threads and providing them with advice and encouragement. It will help solidify the concepts that you need in your mind - detachment, positive mental attitude, belief in yourself. It will help them feel better and you too.

I'm sure no one here thinks you're boring! And I don't think it matters that you weren't married yet, there are other posters here who are DBing their unmarried partners.

Adinva 51, S20, S18
M24 total
6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out
9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50
5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend
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Happiness is a warm puppy.