You need to nurture yourself. This is all relatively new, only divorced one year. I promise you each year gets better, you get stonger, and more confident in yourself. You also see the situation clearer and clearer as time passes.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11