W came over to watch S last night. She said she had a migraine, I told her I had coffee made if she wanted some. I offered to get her some, but she said she would get it. (I noticed that when ever I offer to get something/ do something for her she still doesn't let me.)

I thanked her for watching S and letting me keep him, since it is really hard not seeing him. She said she wants him to sleep in his own bed as much as possible and this was his home and wanted to make it easiest as she can for him.

She agreed to meet with MC on the 18th of January. We talked about S for a little bit, then I told her to help herself to anything if she was hungry. I told her I would be back between 9:30 and 10:00 and left for my IC. My session went well. He told me to get a prescription for a sleep aid. Pretty much just told me to continue down the path I am headed. Nothing else really to say about the session.

Got done after 10, so I called W to tell her it ran late. When I told her she seemed mad, said she has work in morning (at 9:30). I apologized and said I'd get home as fast as I could. She said she was sorry for being upset, and it wasn't my fault. She said to drive safe, and not to worry about it. I said "Okay babe I'll see you when I get home then." Yeah I let a babe slip, but she didn't say anything about it. She just said yep I'll see you then, bye.

I got home she was on my computer still looking for cars to buy. I told her again sorry about the session running late, she said it was okay and it wasn't my fault (shouldn't have kept apologizing, just felt bad for being late). I thanked her for coming over and she left.

Now, she didn't say anything about it, and didn't seem upset about it, but on my computer I had left a couple "Naughty Pictures" of her open on my desktop, but minimized on the taskbar. I didn't think she would use my computer tonight since she had her computer working so didn't think anything of it. When I saw her on the computer the pictures where closed, so she knew I was looking at them. I mean c'mon, I am a guy and I can't help but being very attracted to her. I am not sure how that will play out.

Her mood seemed good all night besides her having the migraine and her little outburst for my session running late. I guess it was her turn to have an outburst at me for running late, even though it really didn't effect her at all. I noticed she has been a bit on edge with me a little more often, but when she has been, said she was sorry for it. She said it was from being sick still (as I mentioned in an earlier post), so I will think nothing of them.


M 33
W 29
S 4
M 5
T 7
11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents
12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over"
1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped