So what if you aren't good at things. You'll become a pro once you've taken the lessons and have had ample time to master them. At least you are trying to get a handle on your life and keeping busy. Besides, you are meeting new people and I'm sure as time goes on, some of the new people will become friends.
I understand completely what you are saying about the date of your divorce anniversary, on one hand it seems like yesterday and on the other one, a lifetime.
What's on the agenda for today?
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
