I don't know what happened to the rest of my post and now I can't edit.
I am just wondering, should I go dim/dark for the next two months and hope for the best upon his return?
Or should I have that Skype 'date' to ask if I can stay till after the trip and also to ask if he wants to go on the trip with me. If he says no to both, then I should start looking for a place mar 1 if he says yes to either one or both, then I wouldn't have to start looking for a place.
I guess I kind of need to know but I don't know if I just let sleeping dogs lie ftm and give him space, if that is better for my end wanted end result. Or the end result I *think* I want atp anyways
