Like Two Sparrows in a Hurricane (2)

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I feel the same as Ellie.

I know someone that I dated after the D. He is married now but we are still good friends. We don't see each other as much now, but we travel in different circles.

With RC, we will be in the same circles. I don't have to be his best bud, but I think we respect each other enough to be able to be around each other and talk. I honestly don't think that will change. If we begin traveling in different circles, then we won't see each other as much, and obviously the friendship will be more distant. I don't see that happening anytime soon.

That is why I know I need to find a balance.

I will always love him. But maybe someday that will be a different kind of love.

For now, friends but detached....ahhhh, the mystery I need to solve.