Don't it always seem to go - you don't know what you've got till it's gone.
Ain't that the truth! Talk about regret and wanting to kick yourself in the backside!
And if I had the nerve to talk to him earlier, this might be a different situation.
But I can't go though life with regret. RC forgives me. God forgives me. Forgiving myself -- that's a whole other issue. I think that is one of the things that gets me the most and that will be a big part of my healing and moving forward -- something I need to fix in myself.
The rest is in God's hands. I'm looking forward to what I'll be posting a year from now, whatever it is.
Me 47 Ex H 46 Bomb 9/02 D final 3/04 Ex H now married to OW
------------ This is surviving. There is no such thing as a normal life, there's just life. So get on with it and enjoy it!
