as far as "doing the right thing" I mean going on with my life as if he is not in it.. finding myself and taking care of my kids.. It is incredibly hard to do. I dont worry so much about what he is doing I worry more that he will somehow hold this against me also.
By that I mean, he will say I wasnt there for him when he needed me.. I dont contact him at all. Unless there is something urgetn to be dealt with, or children related. But I do feel like it will bite me in the butt. I feel as though working through my own issues will ultimately be the best for me and my kids.
m 41 h 44 d 17 (prev marriage) d 9 Never give up!!!!!
