Indecision and the affair continues (Part 2)

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Also, KML, I am lucky from the perspective that I have a good job and our largest bank account is only in my name. I feel good financially except for the issue that I know H is spending money on the A.

I'm thin (was average before this and now have lost 20 pounds) and people say I'm attractive and I look young for 43. I am growing my hair longer again (H likes it long but I kept it more shoulder length for work/professional reasons)

I did join match.come a couple months ago just to see who was out there and I have met a couple guys through friends who could be possibilities for dating. I agree though, I don't think I'm ready to date as much as I should start putting myself "out there" in terms of making friends and building a social life that doesn't revolve around married couples and families.

I need to be reminded of that, so thanks for your comments.