Just had a moment and thought I would post something that I am really excited about! My best girlfriend and her long time boyfriend got engaged. This is the couple that my STBXH and I did everything with. This is the same couple that came and literally picked me off the floor when STBXH told me of the affair and I had a break down. They mean the world to me. They have stood by my side this entire time - they like to think of themselves as my protectors I think
So they get engaged and GF asked me if I would be her Personal Assistant (her D15 is her Maid of Honor and the only one standing up with her at cerimony) basically, because I am an event planner by profession, I get to help plan her wedding! we are going to Las Vegas and we are all bringing our families. The date is June 5th. So excited!!
And you know what? Last year at this time I would have been so depressed. Would have been feeling sorry for myself seeing her so happy. I would have wondered why in the heck she would WANT to get married again.
Now, I am so happy for her! I can't wait to help her with all of the details. I can't wait to watch her say "i do".
This feeling of happiness that I have for her is like a revelation to me! I feel amazing that I am excited and not depressed. This means I have really truly grown, changed and I am going to be ok. I AM OK.
Yeah!! D@mn I feel good today!
TAMF m:41 xh:41 T: 20 M: 15 D: 16 D: 14 Bomb dropped: 7/3/10 separated: 7/15/10 H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11 divorced: 8/26/12
