Together since we were 15.

[Jenna333]

Thank you for responding, GB.

I have let him know that it's not too late to come home, and that's when he panics a little and says he isn't coming home any time soon and that he doesn't know what he wants. This is why I'm so confused.

This morning when he was telling me how proud he is of me, he told me all he wanted out of this (leaving me) was for us each to be happy. We weren't happy together, that is true, but it could change. We could be happy together.

He also said he doesn't feel responsible for the steps I'm making now, just that he knew it would have to come to this in order for me to wake up. How I wish that weren't true.