Paging 25, paging 25, please pick up the white courtesy phone...

Sorry, Anclost just a little inside Forum humor. Sounds like you've got a lot going on in your sitch. My best advice for you right now is to try to distance yourself emotionally as much as possible. This will help to keep you sane while you work on the other things in your M, (i.e. 180's, getting a life, etc.).

There is a ton of amazing reference material contained within the nooks and crannies of the various DB forums. So poke around some, post often and folks will begin to chime in with their perspective and advice.

FYI - the little joke about paging 25 is in reference to one of the forum regulars, 25yearsmlc who successfully busted her D after several years and actually spent some time living in Alaska. If she surfaces, I think you will find that she has a tremendous amount of wisdom and advice to offer.

So like I said, post often and 25 will eventually pop in.

Good luck!

Me51 W53 S17 S14
M22 T25
Bomb-9/11; A-11/11; I move out 11/11

It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.

Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife