He'll be texting you again very soon. What you sent is out of character for you, so he'll be curious to know what is going on w/you. Try not to share too much of your life w/him. He needs to learn that your life and what you are doing w/it no longer is part of his life/business.
One step at a time.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.