Wife no longer In love with me - part 5

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I told this new girl about my w. She didn't seem to care, and is very keen for a relationship. She's lovely, attractive and a nice girl. But I just keep comparing her to my w and then i miss my w even more.

My w is being horrible to me with the legal action. She is treating me so bad, it makes me feel like i was the worst husband to get this. We had a pretty tough weekend before Christmas with her coming to the house to clean it out and get her things. Both of us in tears the whole time.
Christmas was very tough, I never heard from her and didn't expect to. But first time in 8 yrs apart....i often wonder if she's happy with what has happened and this is what she wanted.
Feeling very down and sad again today.
God i wish I could go back and make things right....i miss her so much still.