Indecision and the affair continues (Part 2)

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<sigh>...MZ, I'm sure you are right.

Went for my run so am feeling better.

Plus, he really hasn't acknowledged the hurt/pain he has caused. I don't think he's capable of processing right now.

I'm probably throwing money in the wind going to counseling tomorrow...but maybe it helps put us on some type of path. I guess at a minimum, maybe H will open up a bit if he's asked the right questions or knows we're spending money to be there.

I told him some of the stuff I've read about affairs and him putting up walls and being in a fog last night. He seemed mildly curious, but I'm sure would dismiss it if it made him look bad or irrational.