I thought I would update, it is theraputic when you haven't posted in a long time. What have I been up to?

LIFE

I am working like crazy - buzy time of year for me. Concerts, fundraising, fundraising, fundraising! D14 & D11 are doing really good. swim team, school, social butterflies. I am officailly a cab.

Still haven't sold my house and that is my biggest stress. Been up for sale since April. The divorce paperwork is all good to go, but I asked STBXH if we could just wait till house is sold because I can't afford mortgage and health insurance. While we are still married I am on his health insurance. So we get the house sold and then the lawyer finanlizes. Everything is agreed upon.

It is amazing how time really does heal. You just have to give Time "time". I really am living my life for me without hesitation. let me say this agian - WITHOUT HESITATION.

My thoughts and dreams for the future no longer include STBXH. I am happy without him. I no longer want to be married to him. I hope he finds peace one day. I have found mine.

can I say it again? I am happy smile I don't feel sorry for myself any more. I still get angry about my finances because of the divorce, but I just need to sell my house and things will work out ok.

I still have work to do - always. But at least I am finally looking forward and not behind me. in fact I feel like I am running - and not away from my past but towards my new life!

2012 is a new beginning for all of us. a new life for me and for some others. Anything is possible. Make the choice to be happy. Forgive if you can. smile, laugh, love (cheesy I know), but true regardless.

Happy New YEAR everyone, may God bless you all with peace.

TAMF
m:41
xh:41
T: 20
M: 15
D: 16
D: 14
Bomb dropped: 7/3/10
separated: 7/15/10
H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11
divorced: 8/26/12