Labug, thank you so much, means a lot, as I said before you all really motivate me.

This morning with W was more of the same. Wasn't a great conversation, but wasn't a bad one. The usual topics.

I was waiting for her to mention how her New Year's Eve went, she didn't so I asked. She said it was ok, but the expression on her face said it wasn't ok. (not sure if she was holding something back, or what, but her expression was odd). I jokingly asked why did you get drunk after 2 drinks?

She said no she didn't really drink much. She just went to her friend's house and it was just the 2 of them and her family came over for New Years day. She did say she wished she went to her sister's. She said her friend was going to probably get back together with her fiancé.

She asked me how mine went, I told her I just went to bed since I worked in morning, got woken up at midnight by fireworks. She agreed that because she worked in morning was why she didn't want to drink much.

Nothing else really important to mention. She did stay to talk until I got my coat on to leave. As I was leaving she went into bathroom and locked door behind her. Struck me odd that she did that, something she never did. It felt like a slap in the face in the trust department. I shouldn't have let it bother me, but I did (so sue me, I'm not fully detached yet :P ).


M 33
W 29
S 4
M 5
T 7
11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents
12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over"
1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped