Wow Wen, congratulations on your weightloss!!! That is absolutely amazing.
I tried SUP once and I did enjoy it so I definetely need to get back out there again. I was extremely surprised at how much strength it required.
I love all of your references to songs Patience is something I have struggled with all of my life. I really don't know how some of the people on this board have hung in there so long. Sometimes I just don't feel like I have it in me to keep fighting especially when my W seems to be pulling so hard in the other direction.
Hey Purg, well unfortunately I understand that I am getting in my own way, but I can't seem to keep my damn mouth shut lately.
I am hoping to get back some of the inspiration that I was feeling yesterday. Sometimes it honestly feels like I am losing my mind. How is it possible to feel calm and strong one day and totally in the dumps the next?? I am beginning to feel more and more like I need to move out in order to protect myself from getting hurt anymore.
M:(f) 35 W: 45 3 dogs and 2 cats T: 9 years 9/30/11 I love you, but I'm not in love with you OW confirmed 12/23/11
Patience is something I have struggled with all of my life. I really don't know how some of the people on this board have hung in there so long. Sometimes I just don't feel like I have it in me to keep fighting especially when my W seems to be pulling so hard in the other direction.
