Indecision and the affair continues (Part 2)

[MynameisMZ]

Been in your shoes and never want to go back.
Oh NB...<<<HUG>>>

FWIW- When I was at your point, I told him I loved him, wanted him to stay, wanted our M, or family, but felt that he must go to her and explore the R or he'd always wonder. That would require we separate. I said it calmly. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do.

I got "real" clear in my mind that if he wanted her, I didn't want him. I was not going to play 2nd fiddle. I knew I would hurt, but that someday I would recover....some how.....some way. What he was doing was killing me.