Oh well text a few friends and got some advice to just let it go. I did everything right tonight I showed the initiative to do what needed to be done. Thats all I can do. Tomorrow wake up go to the gym and then to a furniture store to hopefully get some bedroom furniture. I could use a nice chest of drawers for my clothes and kids stuff instead of plastic containers. She has all the furniture anyway so why not get something useful. Then its time for my FLyers to play in the winter classic have some left over hor deuvers and meet up with a friend for dinner.
Tuesday I get my kids back.

New sleeping arrangment is working. Takes a little getting used to sleeping on a twin again but what the hell. Way I look at it I am back at square one. I was sleeping on the same twin back in 1998 wondering if I had a chance with my W back then. She was dating someone else. So I have gone from the twin then too reg size at her school to a queen. Now I went in reverse order queen, standard, twin. I Truly have come full circle.


M37 W34
S6
D3
M8yrs T14
S 1year
Told me she doesn't want to be married 10/2011
"I will never stop trying because when you find the ONE, you never give up." Steve Carrell Crazy, stupid, Love