Just sitting here writing out answers to questions SS and SD may have when we tell them next Sunday. Do you know how much it suxx to have to put down "There will be other times that I will ask mom if you guys can spend some time with me and we'll do stuff all four us, but that's only if you want to. You won't ever be forced to come spend time with me if you don't want to."

Breaks my damn heart... frown. This hurts so much.

Married 6 together 8
Me:38 W:31 second marriage for both
SS12, SD10, S6
Bomb: 9/8/11 (day before our 5 yr ann)
W moved out: 2/18/12
D final: 11/12/12
Share S 50/50. Spend as much time as I can with SS & SD