Feels like the bottom of 9th with 2 outs

[NYCPeter]

W came home @ 8:00am - said she stayed at a friend's because she got drunk.

I said I was worried about her and the least she could have done is shown me the courtesy of calling or texting so I know she is safe. She agreed she should have done that.

I then told her I'm done - and I really think I am.
I know I'm probably one of the worst DBers - I've tried but struggled with it.

She's on her own path and I've said this a million times, but I really need to let her go. Hope she finds what she's looking for, it's certainly not a R with me.