I woke up this morning feeling happy and hopeful. I am happy because I am noticing changes in myself. I have been very focused on not being moody or down around my W and I believe that being happy is becoming a reality for me.
I have always struggled with low self-esteem and body image issues which have really held me back from doing alot of things. I always promise myself that when I lose weight I will do this that and the other. Well I am finally at the point where I am sick and tired of standing in my own way and not living my life to the fullest. As soon as I find another job I am going to sign up for surfing lessons. This sounds so dumb, but getting in a wetsuit is a huge fear for me.
I want this year to be about me breaking out of my comfort zone and conquering some of my fears.
M:(f) 35 W: 45 3 dogs and 2 cats T: 9 years 9/30/11 I love you, but I'm not in love with you OW confirmed 12/23/11
