Thought I'd do a gratitude list for the first day of 2012.

Today I am grateful for:

-I'm alive and healthy
-My sons are alive and healthy and are fine young men
-I have a house and food.
-I won't need to move unless I want to because I have the means to pay for my house. (this was not sure right after BD)
-Got a 2nd job to position myself for a future change if I want it.
-My therapist
-Al Anon
-All of you here and those who have walked this path before and shared their stories
-Friends
-The Bomb Drop-yes, because had that not happened I don't think my growth would have happened at the rate it has.
-most of my problems are FWP, First World Problems.


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss