Thought I'd do a gratitude list for the first day of 2012.
Today I am grateful for:
-I'm alive and healthy -My sons are alive and healthy and are fine young men -I have a house and food. -I won't need to move unless I want to because I have the means to pay for my house. (this was not sure right after BD) -Got a 2nd job to position myself for a future change if I want it. -My therapist -Al Anon -All of you here and those who have walked this path before and shared their stories -Friends -The Bomb Drop-yes, because had that not happened I don't think my growth would have happened at the rate it has. -most of my problems are FWP, First World Problems.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss