Good morning DBers. Well 2012 is off to a horrible start. Feeling very down since yesterday. My W tells me last night that she doesn't want to spend NYE with me and that led into her telling me once again that we were through where was I 25yrs ago with my feelings. If it wasn't for our oldest S we never would have married. She says I don't listen to her and I hear only what I want to hear.
I ended up going to my friends house and spent the night. All in all im very depressed right now and I don't know what to do.


M 44 W 43
S 23 S 15
INILWY 9/11
Divorce Mediation started 3/13
June 30 the day W is moving out