This morning was one of the first times in a very long time that I did not respond to a text from RC. I always respond to him, happy-go-lucky, positive, upbeat. I just didn't see a need to respond because I knew that he knew it would bother me and be on my mind. Why was there a need to respond?
It must have been on his mind because he forwarded the same text to me earlier this evening. I hadn't considered the possibility that he wouldn't know if I got the text if I did not respond.
Realizing he was probably stressing about tomorrow morning, I decided to respond with a simple "Ok. Thanks."
Yeah, I bet I was on his mind today. And I don't think I will be the only one "acting as if" in church tomorrow. I can't help that. It is what it is.
On a fun note, I had a great time at my B's house tonight. We had dinner, played Apples To Apples with the kids, watched Karate Kid, and watched the ball drop. Now it's time for this old lady to get to bed. That alarm goes off early on Sunday mornings. A nap tomorrow afternoon may be in order....yawn!!
Happy New Year!
Me 47 Ex H 46 Bomb 9/02 D final 3/04 Ex H now married to OW
------------ This is surviving. There is no such thing as a normal life, there's just life. So get on with it and enjoy it!
