I guess I fell off the wagon. I know I should not always be available for him, but I can't help. But, I know I don't have a choice.

My GAL activities for the New Year was going to the movies and then I met up with some friends to bring in the new year. He knew I was going out to celebrate and he wanted to know my plans. I told him just meet some friends. He text several times, I replied back with simple answers.

I need to get back with detaching.

Thanks 25 for your comments. You gave me alot to think about.


H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)