Hi Lorie, I just wanted to say how much I relate to your situation. I also wanted to let you know it's encouraging to hear how you keep just putting one foot infront of the other.
I thought I was nutts, then I read what you said about when you "knew" he was going to be your husband. Like God was standing right there and said " Here he is!"
The exact same thing happened to me when I was 18 years old. I though I had smoked too many ciggarettes that night or something. I heard " you're going to marry this man. And you will be together the rest of your lives".
Well here we are, separated 8 months, and he lives with OW now.
I tell myself daily that God is in control, and working behind the scenes! What ever God has planned will happen. I just don't know what his plans are and I must be patient. God really must get a laugh out of me being so stubborn and impatient about his plan and wanting answers now.