Wife Left (Part 2)

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W called me today, I thought I was getting S. She said she was going to keep him tonight. I asked aren't you going out? She said, I'm not sure yet, but if I do it won't be until he is asleep. She said she didn't feel like getting up early to get him in morning, and I could pick him up tomorrow.

She seemed more concerned about if she got any mail, then me not seeing S. Kind of upset, since she even made the comment yesterday about knowing I don't like to be apart from him more than a day.

So to burn that conversation out of my brain I had a killer work out today. Then I watched the movie "The Beaver" with Mel Gibson & Jody Foster. Very good movie btw, about dealing with depression.

So I will ring in the new year alone, since I work tomorrow. I want to wish everyone a happy new year. A friend of mine posted this on her FB page, thought it was appopriate:

Before we pop the champagne and celebrate the new year, stop and reflect on the year that has gone by.

Remember both our triumphs and our missteps, our promises made and broken.

The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures or closed ourselves down for fear of getting hurt cuz that is what new years is all about- getting another chance.

A chance to forgive, to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more.

And stop worrying about what if and start embracing what would be.

So when that ball drops at midnight, let's remember to be nice to each other, kind to each other all year long!!!

Once again happy new year everyone! Hope these words ring true.