Old thread:
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2209361&page=1

New Year, New thread.

I really treasure the fact that I can come here to vent out my fears, crazy thoughts and sadness. I don't like to impose on my friends and family too much anymore... sometimes I feel like a broken record.

I have been so wishy/washy today. I thought it was positive that my H called and said he felt uncomfortable with the chick's advances... but now I am overwhelmed with the idea that he just did that so I would be put at ease (because he knew that my friend would tell me about their conversation) and not bother him with jealous thoughts.... but then again, my H is a horrible lier so I think his guilt would eat at him if he really was going out with this chick.

I'm really worried that he will come back from the vacation ready to continue with paperwork and moving out... things that he hasn't mentioned in over 2 weeks. I hope he won't bring it up, but I have to prepare myself if he does.

I don't want to think/analyze everything he does anymore!! I really want to detach so I don't have to feel this way anymore... but I can't seem to find the strength to do it.

Please have a safe and happy new year celebration!!


M-31, H-31
T-9, M-7
S-6, s-20mth
sep 8/1/11
ILYNILWY 11/29/11
Creating separation papers.
Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12
H moves out 1.20.12