Last night after H picked up S14 i decided to run to the chinese food place on the corner and grab some dinner to go..when i get there H and S14 are sitting there eating dinner also...i ordered my food and then sat there for prob15 minutes waiting and H did not look at me, say hello or even consider inviting me to sit while i waited...then, today i made a bag for S14 for new years eve, some noise makers and poppers, some of his fave sparkling cider and a hat that hes been wanting..H gave me support last night so i had a little cash...
I text H to see if he minded if i dropped it by. When i got there H yelled for S14 and left me standing on the front porch...S14 came to door, gave me a hug and i left.....
And this is the man that keeps saying he hates the way things are between us....i seriousely could slap him upside his head...he acts like a 15 yr old...


Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

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