Hey Hopeful, I am so sorry you are feeling so down today. Not being able to pick your daughter up is reason enough to feel horrible.
How do I know if I am wasting my time grieving for him? Will he ever come back?
Unfortunately, none of us has a clue how our sitc are going to turn out and that is probably the most difficult thing to deal with throughout all of this. Personally, I am TRYING to move on in my head and picture a happy life without my W. It is not easy, but I realize that I need to protect myself from getting hurt anymore.
I am sorry that you feel like your H was using you. Now that you know this it gives you a little bit of power because you can decide how you are going to handle the sitch diffrently the next time it arises.
Try to take it easy and hang in there!
M:(f) 35 W: 45 3 dogs and 2 cats T: 9 years 9/30/11 I love you, but I'm not in love with you OW confirmed 12/23/11