Feeling sad, depressed and sorry for myself today. Missing my husband really bad. I think because we had contact all week because of our D and now that I have her, I am not hearing from him at all. It's hard to do anything with her right now because I can't pick her for 6 wks due to have surgery. And she is asking for her daddy. Which is playing on my heart strings.

How do I know if I am wasting my time grieving for him? Will he ever come back? I thought I was seeing some positives this past week, but now as I am thinking about it, he was just using me.


H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)