I have a S5 too, so I know exactly how you feel about "crushing him". Their little brains just can't grasp all that goes into a decision like this- so the only thing they *can* do is blame themselves.... I'm really worried about that too.
I can't tell how much you are suffering, and yet you still managed to get out of the house (even it was to get away so they don't see you cry) and you are planning a special night for you and S5.... it's admirable. 2012 will be what you make of it..... and it sounds like it's going to be the "year of the great dad!"
M-31, H-31 T-9, M-7 S-6, s-20mth sep 8/1/11 ILYNILWY 11/29/11 Creating separation papers. Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12 H moves out 1.20.12
