Thanks for the hugs Rick. I really need them.

I confronted her because I wasn't strong enough not to. Now I just want to keep confronting her. I feel like all of this hurt and anger is just oozing out of me and I can't keep my mouth shut. Like you said in your post I also feel like I have nothing to lose at this point. Unfortunately, if I don't get control of myself soon we are going to end up hating each other.

I guess I am going to take my dog to the beach today and I am supposed to go hiking with her tomorrow. If it was up to me I would just sleep these next couple of years away.


M:(f) 35
W: 45
3 dogs and 2 cats
T: 9 years
9/30/11 I love you, but I'm not in love with you
OW confirmed 12/23/11