Don't know how much longer I can endure this!

[tested metal]

Today W was very pleasant. She wanted to talk about her new job and discussed taking over medical insurance for her and D. I asked her a couple questions about the coverage, which she kept saying "I Don't know."

I told her that I wanted complete info. on insurance coverage before handing over health insurance responsibilities for D as I need to make sure that it was the bast decision for her.

Lately she has been acting like the W I met and married. Today she showed up to drop off D without the nose ring. She also is getting a job which has benefits.

I am pretty sure the OM is still in the picture though and I am very cautious as I am waiting for the other shoe to drop.

As for myself, I exercised again today and felt great. I also have let the voicemail take W's calls as she has been calling and texting me like crazy regarding D, but it is about things that have either already been discussed or could be sent via e-mail per HER request. It seems like she can't even follow her own rules! Go figure!

I am feeling better about standing my ground about what i want to do. I also have been looking at past posts and see the roller coaster ride I am still on and am trying to work on myself to get off the rails! I am proud that that am noticing my own pattern of keeping on the coaster. That might be the first step. I still have a LONG way to go.